Menjadi perempuan.

Agaknya menjadi perempuan memang begitu
Selalu ditinggal beribu batu
Sering ditipu bertalu talu
Sanggup telan perit hempedu
Mampu bertahan sampai kematu
Senyum diwajah, dihati siapa yang tahu.

Harap harap OK.

Kita bertengkar soal yang remeh sahaja
Kita bertelagah soal yang mudah sahaja

Tentang lambat membalas sms
Tentang tidak kata I love you di hujung panggilan
Tentang cara bercakap dah tak macam selalu

Kita mula ungkit siapa yang lebih banyak berkorban
Siapa yang lebih cinta siapa
Siapa yang sudah mula berubah

Tiada apa apa
Kita sebenarnya ok ok sahaja
Cuma kita rindu sesama kita

Takpa, nanti kita jumpa.

Pernah?

Pernah tak kau rasa sayang sangat
Kat seseorang

Sampai apa dia buat
Apa dia cakap
Apa dia fikir
Apa dia dengar
Apa dia percaya
Apa dia suka
Apa dia benci
Semua kau nak tahu

Sampai kau sanggup maafkan apa juga salah dia
Kecil, besar kau sanggup lupakan
Sebab nak lupakan salah itu
Lebih mudah dari kalau kau pilih
Untuk lupakan dia

Sampai dia kau letak paling atas
Apa yang lain cakap
Apa kanan kiri bisik
Kau dengar tapi kau peduli apa
Untuk buang dia, mustahil!

Sampai kau bukan setakat bayangkan
Malah kau doakan

Ya Allah.




Dear Allah,

I am so sorry. I know I forget You when I am awake, and You remember me when I am asleep. I forget You when I laugh, You remember me when I cry. I forget You when I love, You remember me when I hate. I forget You when I eat, You remember me when I am hungry. I forget You when I speak, you remember me when I am silent. I forget you when I am angry, You remember me when I am patient.

But please, don't forget me when I am death. I will remember You now I am alive.

Yours sincerely,
Me

You.



You. Yes, you. I'm writing this for you.

I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it's not. I am writing this for you.

I want you to know, life.....it's hard. Everyday can be challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are. 

You should be happy. You are handsome.

I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun's warm rays on your face. Or that cold wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means?

You are alive.

Everything will be okay.